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I have four more reasons why i love new york city...middle school kids fascination with jinxing the subway cars, straight women playing queer eye hook up in department stores, gay men with i-tunes and air force ones, and NYFD trucks outside fine fare.
On my way to city college today i was sitting on the train with my headphones on when two hispanic boys in catholic shool uniforms and a white girl deck out in punk flava are goofin off by the train doors, next thing you know the train can't leave the station because they have dropped a pen in the groves of the door so the doors keep trying to shut and reopen. so they frantically yet nonchalantly try to kick the pen out of the door way. after about the 8th time of the doors trying to shut an off duty mta worker gets up to remove the pen... just as he reaches for it the penis hit by the doors for the final time and is catapolted out of the train. that 5 minutes wasted in the station was worth the good laugh i had when people stopped glaring at the middle schoolers beside me.
When in H&M looking for an outfit for my little sister i was in line waiting for my plainly gay cashier to check me out when a woman came up to him and said her friend was attracted to him but wasn't sure of his preference. Her friend was a guy and the cashier was inaterested... so i suppose there was a homosexual H&M hook-up today. i feel privaledged to have witnessed this triple H event.
On the train back from H&M a tall and lanky white guy with greasy and curly hair boarded the train. he had his i-pod on alon with spotless white airforce ones, old (and far too short) fish bowl boxers and a neon green knitted net tank top. this mans apperance was not the most surprising, the most surprising was this mans dancing, full out lack-there-of-ass shaking, hippjiggling and limb waving. the grinding on the subway poles was when i had to turn my head a chuckle a bit. This man gets off at my stop and this is where i notice his unmistakable gay strut. and somehow this explains his behavior...
So i make it out of the subway and to my left is a firetruck, I take a moment to look for the emergency. i expected to find someone passed out on the pavement of something but instead i see at least half a firehouse of firefighters in full uniform doing their grocery shopping. not random at all.
so this is why i love the city, entertainment everywhere.
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[21 Jun 2006|10:12am] |
Take the quiz:
Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle are You?
Leonardo
You're mature and get the job done. You are a natural born leader, and normally want to be the better of the group. You take your job seriously. You must! It may NOT be a game. When you select a sport, or something you want to do, you train continueously, constantly trying to perfect it. You're always prepared for a challenge, and are normally found one step ahead of your enemies. Loving family more than life itself, you are a good friend, and can be depended on at all times.
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[23 Sep 2005|02:22am] |
he kissed me, it was lovely
i love wagner
but life is very very complicated, more so than i imagined
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| Senior Beach Week |
[06 Jun 2005|06:31pm] |
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Well I am home. I absolutely loved being at the beach.
I left Sunday evening, the day after Graduation (which still hasn't sunk in.) Sunday we drove half way, stopped in some little town where some of Elizabeth's family stayed and in the morning made it to Myrtle. It rained most of the time we (Kim, Elizabeth from North, Elizabeth's cousin Andria, and I) were there. we shopped, cruised the strip (of course) met up with friends, went to some clubs, hung out on the beach ( i am tan, thank the lord), drank (no, i did not get drunk), had to be rescued from the Bilo in North Myrtle, walked the strip, earned some mardi gras beads, laughed it up, went to a couple house parties, met some really hot guys such as Dave the 21 year old Marine who dances so-so but kisses like whoa, took serious amounts of pictures, mastered how to make jello shooters, swam, watched fireworks, ate... ate a lot, watched ppl get arrested, endured elevator smells, threw drunk ppl out of our hotel room, watched dumbass movies, and just had a good time.
i missed my family, but now that i have seen them im ready to leave again ; )
~G
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[27 May 2005|01:52pm] |
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
Your #1 Match: ENFP
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The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. |
Your #2 Match: INFP
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The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. |
Your #3 Match: ENFJ
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The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. |
Your #4 Match: ESFP
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The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. |
Your #5 Match: INFJ
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The Protector
You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. |
Your Birthdate: September 9 |
Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature.
You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous.
You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate.
Your feelings run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations.
This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets. |
Your Linguistic Profile:
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60% General American English |
25% Yankee |
15% Dixie |
0% Midwestern |
0% Upper Midwestern |
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[26 May 2005|10:00pm] |
today was long
i had no exams so i went to my brother's 5th grade graduation with my mom dad and little sister. They sang really corny songs with hand motions, but i got teary eyed when i thought abt how im gonna be crossing the stage and how i did the smae they weree, and how they have so much more life after today. it is crazy how young they are.
then my friends and i did some bikini shopping and dress shopping for beack wk and graduation... hours upon hours
Later Graduation Rehearsal. the longest part of my day, but i wont complain 'cause i am fucking graduating.
Eats afterward. after much texting during rehearsal we still couldnt decide on somewhere to eat so we ended up at Wendys (ole faithful) discussing topics completely inappropriate for the old ppl and children around us.
And then i ran aroung with Lisha for hours, and we caught up as we have needed to for ages. her guys issues, my guy issues, icees, more of her guys issues, lots of laughs. i love her
now i am home and have a calculus exam to study for, which i so am not going to study for. damn
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[24 May 2005|08:26pm] |
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10 Random Things About Me.
1. i bite my nails
2. i can bend my thumb back to a 90 degree angle
3. i was a fat baby
4. my middle name is my mommy's name
5. i lost my first tooth when i was 7
6. i love fortune cookies and rootbeer
7. im the oldest of 5
8. i love my birthmark
9. i can cross my eyes
10. my eyes get lighter in the summer and dark in the winter
9 Ways To Win My Heart.
1. be able to tell me how you feel
2. make me laugh
3. give me a nick name
4. hold me
5. have a passion for something
6. watch stupid movies with me
7. keep me entertained
8. be knowledgable
9. make a move
8 Things I Carry/Wear Everyday.
1. a pen
2. family photos
3. my class ring
4. deodorant
5. earrings
6. mascara
7. extra hair ties
8. underwear
7 Things That Annoy Me.
1. pop-ups
2. hang nail
3. my moms voice
4. long answering service message
5. mosquito bites
6. clutter
7. unnecessary sounds
6 Places I've Visited.
1. NY
2. FL
4. England
5. France
6. Iceland
5 Things I Want To Do Before I Die.
1. skydive
2. fall in love
3. stop biting my nails
4. travel the world
5. learn to play the piano
4 Things I'm Afraid Of.
1. heights
2. ghosts
3. extended cable
4. spit valves
3 People I Can't Wait To See.
1. my roomate
2. my alter ego
3. Alex
2 Things I'm Trying Not To Do Right Now.
1. bite my nails
2. shake my leg
1 Band I Can't Get Enough Of.
1. band? the Honorary Title
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[21 May 2005|08:56pm] |
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| Parkland's Prom (*name changed to protect identity) |
[08 May 2005|01:08am] |
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I have a headache
the night started out okay but Dennis* is way to insecure around his classmates. dinner good, in the car good, actually at Prom bad. AND he barely danced with me and left me alone for long stretches at a time so he could wander (alone) and look stupid. I'm teling you, insecurity at those kinds of levels can be fatal. and we wont even mention after prom (PHS prom was 7 to 11)
luckily i had a youth group meeting today and it inspired me. one thing mentioned was complaining and how it prevents you from furthering yourself. so i'll stop complaining abt this b/c he tried. but i have to say, i was desperately wishing i was with someone else. oh, one plus to the night was that i got to see certain ppl that i havent seen in forever, like Josh Powell. we ended up having dinner with him and his date and another couple. that took it back to middle school.
i need to go to sleep now b/c again, i have a headache and i am just a little pissed off and very dissapointed.
one word...
Confidence
if you ain't got it, fake it
xxx
(it wasn't terrible, but it didnt compare to Reynolds Prom)
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| I love it |
[06 May 2005|08:45pm] |
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At this very minute...
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you.
someone misses you
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you.
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| Update |
[20 Apr 2005|08:21pm] |
so
Prom was great, Anthony was a fabulous date. all the drama, bitching, and dress mess was completely worth it.
Sunday i got into a car accident (no comments on this please, i know already) but all was okay. no biggie other than the huge ass black scrape on my mom's car (the other car was fine btw, AND it was completely their fault) but monday my mom was ing the car fixed for something else and they cleaned up the mess i made completely and no one would ever know
what happened.
27 school days left and i am totally drained, i have to choose a school, i hate classes, im frustrated with what i dont know, BUT the weather has been absolutely gorgeous.
oh, but today i went to dinner with my aunt and cousins (instead of study for Cal as i needed to be doing) and my aunt totally busted my bubble. she wants me to be a pre-med major and i dont fucking well want to do that. everyone has always planned for me to be a doctor (except my mom who tries not to influence my decisions in this) and now that i am showing an interest in something other than medicine ppl are trying to "persuade" me otherwise. i never said i wont go to medical school ever, i just want to study what most interests me and damn, shoot me for trying to persue something i would love doing all of my life. add to my shitty mood. andyhow, im ready to stop ranting now
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